Okay so DISCLAIMER. Before anyone asks questions; I am better.
Let this be kind of an opening of my heart to you fellow believers and those who think we have it all together.
This past year has forced a lot of things into place, or to me; out of place. I promised things to myself and to those I love and I could not follow through. It was a devastating feeling; as if I had caused a pain I was trying to avoid forever. I really beat myself up about it. But this image helped bring up the right conversation, and healing happened.
I'm still hurting a little and still very confused as to what God wants me to do with this. But do I trust him any less? No. I trust him more. Because he brought me closer to everyone I know. Including someone whom I thought I would have lost.
It's different. But everything changes.
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(((hug))) Yeah, it's painful when can't or don't do as we promise, but the Lord still loves us and holds us in the storm. This song means a lot to me, and I think you'd get a lot out of it (if you haven't heard it already): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmyPb4L_w1s