To anyone that sees this: I finally found the password for my profile. I'd accidentally locked myself out last year.
My family has recovered well after the passing of my mom-thank you for praying for us and giving advice! We're not perfect, but we're not broken anymore. Just hurting.
I also wanted to share that I got engaged this May! He's a good man, and worked with my mom for over a year. We're getting married this September.
I'm glad I was able to get my profile back!